...and we just love it when folks stick to one "thread"...
I know you're impatient. You need to "let it be". It will end when it ends. It won't be forever!!
solie,,I just gave you my best guess based on my experience with a 300+ daily oxycontin habit in your other thread...Is some of the "hurry up and want it to stop" thoughts are starting to work on you...Try to breath ,meditate, anything to help calm these thoughts..They will be with you for another couple weeks and getting frustrated only makes things tougher on you..