tired

[gunn73]

thought it s all over. low on energy, my legs hurt, no sleep last night. i wonder when does it get better.

[dominosarah]

It will get better, you gotta just keep moving forward.  Patience my friend, patience~~sara

[minn66]

Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you, gunn. Hang in there. Tough I know and easy to give advice, not so easy to follow it! I have been having a bit of a rough go of it myself. Just trying to take it day by day.

Hugs,

Minn :)

[Bkitty]

Awww (((hugs))) Gunn,,,I know this is a rollercoaster ride. Dont overwhelm yourself with all the noise in your head. This will pass. Hang in there ~Bkitty

[gunn73]

yeah Sean, even i thought of the same. tried to run thrice today but was so hopelessly out of energy, finally managed some in the evening though. feeling a little better than morning. i just want to sleep well even if it is for few hours. i hope tonight i can get some sleep again.

[NorthEast213]

Gunnu You will get back to where you were soon my friend...  Keep that positive attitude and that fighting spirit and you will get through this.  I would try to exercise as much as possible..

Hang in there..

[gunn73]

i relapsed about 4 or 5 days back. just used it once .... was thinking it shouldnt be a problem as i m 4 months clean and i think what happening to me is not bcos of the relapse or is it, i don t know. but i know for sure i m not using it again. heroin might have weakened my will but i still got a fighting spirit. addiction has taken away alot from me but won t lose nomore.

[selfinduced]

Aww gunn, How many days post relapse are you? (or did I miss read?) Don't stress about the no sleep. Try to keep as busy as you can thru out  the day, then curl up to some mindless movies at night. Time is what you need and nothing will bring it quicker. Dig for patience and know you will shut this game down for good. Eat healthy too. xx