Here is to my day 20!
I feel great...I feel normal....I feel even.
I have zero cravings and in fact the thought of taking the pills actually scares me. I have no desire for them.
I am pretty much done with the W/D, except I have a sneezing session a couple times a day. No biggy.
My sleep is pretty good, not perfect but pretty good I get at least 6 hours a night. Over the weekend I slept for 11 hours one night. I must have needed it.
My appetite is GRANDE! Eating healthy and working out daily.
Anxiety- I didn't really have much psychological anxiety when I went through this, it mostly manifested itself in a physical form in the first week with insomnia and restless body syndrome. Thats been gone since my first week though....but know psychological anxiety.
Mood- I was down/ depressed/ emotional the first week...anything made me cry. I just feel normal now. When I was taking pills I still did experience highs and lows of life. I never used to like to take the pills when I was unhappy, like it was a waste or something. Anyway, mood mood feels even and balanced.
I start work next week. I am freelance so was able NOT to have to work while I went through quitting. Anyway, I know I will be ready for work and looking forward to the particular job.
I truly believe that quitting warm turkey-- weaning very slowly and with a supply of xanax, was key to my success. I recommend this to anybody trying to quit.
Thanks everybody for their support!