im feeling a little guilty~!

[annemarie26]

The last two weeks in my detox i have been through heLL and back but the last two days in my detox i feel wonderful like im normal Should i be feeling guilty for this? Im on 2mg and i have less than a wk (feb 20th to be exact) for i will be finished with my methadone detox~! I dont know if i should call this (not going through withdrawl- or having any symptoms) a blessing, or that i fear im heading for the worse to come? any advice and/or support?

[annemarie26]

ty i should be happy for it aches i can handle  if i couldnt sleep or be going through a worse time i wouldnt know what i would do so i guess in a way i am grateful ty<3

[Resilient_Mimi]

You are Blessed, and dont barrow bad things, just be grateful your one of the lucky ones!

[annemarie26]

thank you.. i just had my last day at the clinic today. i received a certificate for participation and completetion lol. I have 2 take home bottles of 2mg for tom and sun but im going to see if i will be ok not to take them at all. but if i have to i will brake them up into 1mg instead to last me till tuesday. idk yet im hoping ill be ok.. having a lil back pain and hearing earlier that i will be sensitive to pain for the rest of my life from being on methadone kinda made it worse. but im strong and i have faith in the lord that i can pass this and make my life better =)

[gnarly_1]

HI.....methadone is a funny drug certain doses hit you like a truck and the others you  breeze right threw it is good you feel well at 2mg I was sick at anything below 5mg your doing good your final shouldn't be to bad but expect 7 days to detox off it only time will  tell I ame truly hoping to post a positive methadone experience but so far everbody I have helped its been a grind to get off the stuff its not so much the withdrawal witch is a week its the post withdrawals that can last a few months...the energy crash lack of motivation and just feeling sick for so long that makes it ruff the time verys from person but 90 days is typical dont get discouraged you do get better slowly you just got to hang in there and rid out the storm do your best to exorcise even when you feel you cant go doe a walk around the block it helps....drink whey protien shakes 2 a day its loaded with amino acids vitamins as wall as pure protein all of witch the brain needs to heal wall mart carys 2 kinds one is 15 bucks and mixs with a spoon the other is 20 buck and you need a blender both work but the 20 buck stuff has more in it go for the chocolate flavor you just mix it with milk this is not a quick fix but it wil give your body/brain the building blocks to heal keep posting for suppot we all want to see you get well hang in there better days are ahead and once you get there it is so so worth it good luck and God bless   Gnarly