last resort

[aloneandempty85]

Alone, terrified, addicted to coke and hiding for 4 years. anyone out there? I need to know this is real.

[devildoggy1]

I was addicted for about 5 years and I know what it takes to get back in touch with yourself. You lose who you were and you push everything away without even wanting to. I made the decision to live life with the same effort I was putting into getting lifted and turned it all around but I had to hit the rock bottom of everything and end up with that choice and take control. It was the hardest thing to do but the greatest thing that I ever done and I hope that I can help you do the same...lets start by getting to know you a lil bit to break the ice sort of speak..

[what2donow]

Im glad you are still here...talk to us ok.If need be I can get Gizzy on here

[aloneandempty85]

Physically, stopping is nothing more than a pain in the ***, but emotionally it is who i am and why i live. I am watching my life fall apart. I am so sorry to burden this forum and probably upset a few people. I dont know what will happen, i wish for death often but when it comes to it. i am a coward. thanks to you an everyone for the concern. I promise i will check in later on to let you know i am still around.

[what2donow]

You are not a burden.Please let us help you.

[devildoggy1]

ok brother and ill be here as well. Its your choice in the end but we will be here for you when your ready...Dan

[confused456]

Please let what2donow get him. He can help and I am sure Dan can also.