Ready to be done

[ImInAwe]

Hey guys, I'm having a super tough time right now... I just got a text from an old "friend" saying he can get me something and, dear God this is so tempting. I'm trying to ignore it, but I can't sleep and my RLS is driving me up the wall. I really want to call it quits. Please tell me the rls ends soon? Cause that has been the worst part for me...

[Krissy_123]

Ugh! Thank god!!! I've been worried about you all night when you didn't come back. I'm SO proud of you!! I know how hard it is to say no when you're suffering! You should be so proud of yourself love!!

[ImInAwe]

Thanks guys, yall are a Godsend.. I ended up finding an app on my phone that can block numbers and then I can't ever unblock them! And I even got 6 broken hours of sleep. I'm still feeling like warmed up death, but my suboxone clinic has a meeting first thing tho morning, so I'm gonna head there here shortly. Thanks for the support! I'm gonna kick this!

[MrsANAV]

The fact that you came here FIRST is why you KNOW you can do this!! The RLS will go away I promise!! You are stronger than whatever that friend has to offer and you should tell him to lose your number!! Look at all of us rooting for you! You are stronger than you know...your body is testing you and every time you deal with the RLS YOU ARE WINNING and it's losing!

[gnarly_1]

Hey dude I agree with the others here....do something pro/active and delete the number so he cant text you....you have to get away from anyone that uses right now...including dealers......if your in a bad way get to a N/A meeting  it helps....and live by this saying
...................I never have to use again  even if I want to...........
each day we all wake up with the same decision  am I going to stay clean today or use????  today I made the right decision  you just have to stay clean today  it is a daily progam that works for addicts  and you dont want to have to start this all over again keep posting for support..............Gnarly

[VICourageous]

Ditto the Above!

It will only be a Temporary Fix with another Long Term Repair.

Just say "NO"and you will be Proud YOU did!
No more Old Friends and Old Stomping grounds. This only brings on Triggers!
You will have to put up some Boundaries if you want to stay clean.
Hang in..It WILL pass! Changes have got to be made!
Bless

[Addictchick_1983]

Boy do I ever know what Your feeling!! The temptation for me today was unreal!! I'm holding on right to sobriety tho. And there will be a end... Just hang on... Do something for a while. Delete the text for sure... No rereading. Lol I hope you stay strong for you. You deserve it!!!

[meegWpaw]

you can do this!  don't use, don't respond!  it will just put you back where you started eventually ... it's so not worth it.  you're doing great!

[Krissy_123]

DO"* not dont** I meant

[Krissy_123]

They end they end they end!!!! Please don't give up!!! These pills you go to get are only a quick fix and then you'll have to start all over!! Please sweetie hang in there!! Do you have a meeting you can get to or a sponsor yet? DONT NOT ANSWER YOUR "friend" please!!! You're stronger than think!!