methadone with chrismas crisis

[rezajafari]

hi to good people,i have been o methadon for near 9 years,i tried to give up i couldnot,11 months ago i have tried to taper off  2 mill evry 2 weeks, i have done it ,it was xxx very difficult but i came to last i mill. from yeasterday i am on 1 mill, i am tired and no energy canot sleep and other bad feeling you people underestand,problem is near chrismas my familly for first time coming to see me but i donot energy or feel celebelit or talk to my familly,only thing was thinkinh to buy some more for 2 days and use them untill chrismas is gone,i know is bad idea but whay i can do since my familly are coming to see me ,by that mood i know i have to prison myself in my bed and stay there for a weeks but if i use 5 mill more for 2 days i can be with them and atleast pretend i am ok.dear friends what can i do,thinking about it make me ill,help me and advice me,this is time we all need help and advice,thanks alots to all good people out there.

[leeisgettingclean]

i would stay at one and continue to taper...YOU ARE DOING GREAT

[DaveG77]

If I were you I would probably just take an extra 5mg during the day when you must interact and be friendly. After Christmas just jump off and have a clean 2010.

Dave
SCI C5/C6

[gnarly_1]

hey dude...your kinda in a catch 22 if you stay at 1ml your probly not going to feel that well...I know I dident...but on the other hand if you go back up to 5ml you may feel better for a few days but you will ruin your taper and you will be right back at the 5ml level again....to me its not worth the agony of having to taper down again below 5 ml
if I where you I would just tuff out the holidays and then jump off ,go thew your final withdrawal and know its going to get better with time...another school of thought is
jumping off at 5ml ....witch if I had to do it over I think I would jump at 5ml rather then torture myself thew the last 5ml taper again....my final withdrawals where no worst
then tapering below 5ml.....I just hate to see someone blow something that is so difficult to do ...it is huge that you made it to 1ml and I know exactly how hard that is
you can do this ...your so close dude...dont blow it in the end..good luck with whatever you decide...Gnarly