midnight

[studiogirl]

Midnight on Friday.   Had to get the last pill in.  But I have made a decision tonight,  it may not seem any different than the millions of other decisions I have made in years past but for me it is the most important.  I will never again take another pill for recreational purposes or to get high. I am promising this to myself and hoping that this promise will mean something even when it gets really hard and rough.  I watched a movie tongiht about a girl who could not get over her husband.  She tried everything to get him back even when it was obvious he did not want her and wasnt good for her.  It ultimately drove her insane and she had to be committed.  When she got out, she got stronger than before and found out she was better than the way she had been acting and she made something of her life.  It reminded me of me with drugs.  Movies have done this before, but I hope this time it is different.  I am ready to see how strong I really am.  Thank you all for reading my promise to myself and for the support you have all given me.  I hope I can live up to my words.

[malenurse57]

You can do this. Just 1 step @ a time. Good luck and God bless

[lostdreams]

You make sure you stick to your promise! You have shared your promise with everyone....so dont break it, lol. Sticking to it will lead to bigger and better things in your future. I wish you happiness for the future and strength to do this! Take care