Day 7 and seeing some light finally

[moonshyne777]

Finally some light. Its still really hard but at least today, unlike any day before now I actually feel a bit better. Still far from normal but so much closer now. This is without a doubt the hardest thing I've ever done but I'm doing it.

[dedicatedtostop]

Indeed it will!! Remember finding something positive no matter how you feel creates such a positive energy.. Confess your deliverance daily, and believe it w all your heart

[deb45403]

good!!!! for you your almost there !!!! im on day 7 and im feeling better, im confused in thinking and feel so tired but im gonna be good i think and you will be too!!!!!!
i felt like that last week and i lived thru it and you will too!!!!! promise
good going and keep it up baby it will be just fine like i said i lived thru it and so will you !!!!!!!!!
deb45403

[gnarly_1]

hey girlee new you could make it..just takes time im glad your starting to feel a bit better it will start to get eazer as time goes by...hows your back pain going??/
it took a good 2 weeks for mine to get manageable but my back is a reck
I hope your pain isent bothering you to much it will subside onece the rebound pain
goes away motrin has worked good for me give it a try..congrads on day 7 now its time to get some aftercare in place to help you with the mental "mind screw" part
N/A is good as well as a good drug conslor but you need something to make it out in one piece...good luck and god bless....Gnarly

[moonshyne777]

Thanks, I really needed to hear that. Right now it's so up and down but it will level off soon right?

[dedicatedtostop]

Congrats on day 7! You are doing great! Not only is it the hardest thing you have ever been through but I promise it will be the best decesion you ever made in your life, and you are going to look back on it and know that every minute was worth it!! I am proud of you, keep up the good work, tommorow is a new and even better day

[moonshyne777]

Thanks, I'm waiting for a call back from an NA volunteer to find out about meetings. If I'm going to go through all this hell to get clean I wanna do it right. I never want to go back so I need to get all the help I can to find who I am. I lost the real me many years ago. I let a lot of crap build up and ran to drugs to kill the pain. I need to learn how to be myself again. I know the answer to my happiness will not be found in a bottle of pills. I got a lot of work to do and I think NA could help me find real happiness within myself again and be ok with just being me.

[KarinaTim]

Good for you! It's hard but we all got to do it one day...The faster the less pressure you'll feel on your chest and mind. It is hard and you are a strong person and can get through it . It's your life and you need to get the control back.

[momofmm]

Great job!!  You should be past the physical part and now comes the mental part.  I'm on day 9 and I feel fantastic.  You are doing it and it is HARD!!!  You've come so far and I am very proud of you.  Hang in there and let us know how you are coming along.