I really have a feeling you will wake up tomorrow morning and feel MUCH better!
Stick to it, at least for the rest of today.
We will worry about tomorrow when it gets here!
You said you want to go run tomorrow. Do you normally run? Do you take an mp3 player when you do? I go out for a walk and I always take my mp3 player and sing. Sometimes its hard to make yourself go exercise in the early days but it really helps if you can make yourself. Sometimes when I don't want to go out just putting my earbuds in with the music going is the extra push I need to get me up out of the chair. Try it. Then I'm always so glad that I did.
Funny, I quite often I go, "Oh I don't want to go out today" but I NEVER go "Oh I wish I hadn't went out for that walk today". Always feel good when I'm done.
you will get there so just take it one day at a time and you are half way over now so just be strong and keep posting progress..you are doing awesome and your not alone as you can tell from this place..lol...so just keep at it...your doing great..
You'll feel better on day 3. A run is a fantastic idea. And don't worry... the old you will get here sooner then you think. I already feel so much like my old self and technically I hit day 5 a few hours ago. I feel so strong in my decision that I was able to watch my dealers granddaughter this evening and didn't even feel tempted to ask her for anything when she came to pick her up. Going through something like this can actually strengthen you as a person..as a woman...a mother.
I am proud of your progress. This site is the best thing for us. We need to hear from others in this same boat. I wish you a more restful night.
How are you feeling today imbmr13??
Any better? I sure hope so. Today is here, so let's worry about today now. Yesterday is in the past!! Another day sober under the belt!!
Feeling better than yesterday and thats for sure! Thank you so much for your support. I am going to try to go for a run ( I hope I dont break in pieces) Thats how bad my body aches :) As you can tell I do feel better mentally, but not quite physically...Hope you are feeling great!!