i've no idea why i have such resitance to the Vs, I've not abused them in the past. Occasionally taken one whilst trying to taper down the doeine from the stupid amount I was taking. Only thing I wonder is whether the Vs I have are a)10mg as I think, or b) fakes. I don't think they're fake, i got them from a pharmacy - not exactly legitimately, but a pharmacy nonetheless.Maybe I need to try and check whether maube they're 1mg not 10? I did try and look it up and they seemed to be 10 generics. In fact I just looked at one and they have D 10 written on them, pretty conclusive I think. SO either they're fakes, or I'm an elephant in disguise.
wow! you must have a bit of resistance to the V's. the doctor gave me 24 of the 5mg with a schedule of 2 pills 3x a day and then less and less each day. i barely weighed 100 pounds at the time. what would knock you out? i mean safely.
no sleep is scary. i couldn't even drive safely.
thanks for replying, at last I don't feel alone! How much benzos did you take to get some sleep? Last night over a course of about 8 hours I took 60mg Valium, made me yawn but that's as far as it went. I've been doing some reading and it seems I COULD take way more than that safely but, well, I see the obvious risks there. On/off sleep would p me off, but no sleep at all is terrifying.
so sorry no one replied. the no sleeping thing for me was the worst part. i have problems with insomnia. i had to take benzos for the first 5 days just to get some decent naps in. it's been almost a month now. sometimes i sleep like a baby. other times my mind races. but please, don't let it throw you off course. i haven't checked your tracker yet, but i know the amount plus your age plus your life all factor in to how long it'll last. i don't think it'll be too much longer. best of luck. pm me anytime. sway