I can think loads better with out weed and alcohol,i cant have one beer its gotta be a least 4 cans and a ten bag.Its only the past month ive realized im a "proper" addict which is good.Keep them fists up and be ready to knock any craving out!nice one m8 for not caving in
Seeing hIm just relighted thoughts. Just thoughts.
Roast was lovely. But i am still ok and will keep going.
It was just a bit depressing that i thought after last night I had control .
I know it life long battle now.
Thank u all x
Zoe x
Zoe, I am so very proud of you. I know how hard it is with a dealer in your presence. This was such a HUGE step. Sending you ((((((hugs))))).
I have faith in you, zoe. Good for you for putting that roast in. I'll bet it will be delicious!
Well friends thank u. but glad how i feel today. is not how i felt last night. Otherwise i would of used.
I done nothing but dream of it. Not sure if its coz i saw him but i keep thinking.
I thought i would of woken up feeling wonderful. But just craved all morning.
Well i won't use. So I've just put a roast in the oven. Hopefully i will feel better after.
I will keep re reading your posts to keep good lol
Thank u all x
I would have expected nothing less from you Zoe! Good job girl! Talk to ya' later...
Whoohoo!! happy dance! U r awesome!!! Keep going! What day r u on??
Ya cant get too much cuddling! Or hot baths.
I am beyond proud of you about fighting the urge to use. That's HUGE.
Post often, and also feel free to PM me. I think you are wonderful.
Well done. Keep going. U do realise u mind is much clearer without.
Keep.strong.
Zoe.
really well thanks.gone 11 days with no weed or alcohol so am buzzin!!Getting addicted to NA meetings now(maybe not a bad thing,eh?)so its all good.Reduce to 0.4mg of sub in 2 weeks so onwards and upwards.nite nite.chris
Going to cuddle right now. Thank u night x
Thank u very proud.
One day at a time tho.x
Thanks mate. Holding up ok. How about u my love.
Won't lie the thought was there. But my gosh. I would never of done this even a few days ago.
Keeping my head tho. as tomorrow the demons may be back.
Thank u all for your continued support and words.
U all helped.
Zoe
So proud!! Good job. The taking was there and you didn't! Be proud of yourself and enjoy the cuddle with the babies...
Zoe, what a huge step! You should be proud! :D
nice one m8!bet it felt really good?
How you holding up with tings?