im trying to stop pain pills as my gf has been bugging me about for the lest year and i keep ignoring the issue. i been on them for little over a year and a half, it started out as just a getting high while i was doing this, or doing that, and it was making stuff funner, i am now up to about 60 - 90mg perk a day, for the last two months, before that maybe 30mp to 50mg for about a month, and before that even lower, of the 30s and 15s i take them when i wake up, at first break at work, at lunch, when i get off, and when i go to sleep to make sure i can make it throw the night and sleep good.
Im finaly coming to my sences and realize im only 24, how long am i gonna do this? am i just gonna keep doing till im 40? i been spending at least 800-1000 a month on them, i got a decent job, so i though since i still have nice things and toys, and that my bills are on time, that it was ok, but its not.!and im trying to quit cold turkey,, i took the rest of the week off at work, and i have untill monday before i have to go back, i tried doing it while i was working but it got to the point where i couldnt walk without pain so i took some pills, but im starting today since im off work for 5 days to see if i can make it throw the worst!
anyone else have widthdraws off of the same stuff? any tips? im trying to do as much as i can to keep it off my mind, i took a 7.5mp perk at 7 am, it is now 7pm, but last night i had a 25mg fentanyl patch on i took off at 10am and washed what i could off so it would hopefuly stop adsorbing into my skin, its 7pm and im not feeling to bad, but i just dont think the fetanyl is all the way out yet, i just am afraid of how long the pains gonna last, hope not more that the 5 days i have, cause i dont want to have to relapse just to make it throw work, im waiting for the pain though! bring it on! lets fight this demon together if anyone else wants to follow along and quit with me! lets to it for US! and more importantly our familys & friends!
sorry for the bad spelling and grammar its hard though to type with shakie hands!
this is my frist time here, hope im in the right forums, been reading other stories helps me out.