sorry gizzy* spelt ya name wrong woops was typing fast x
Just reading that scared me. I can't imagine how scared you must have been living through it. You should be very proud of being clean for a month today. That is amazing and maybe set up a plan just in case something like that comes up again. I learned that the only control I have to any situation that I am in is my reaction. Whether that reaction is positive or negative is up to me. Hope this is not too preachy, sorry. You are strong and can do it and have the power to stay clean. Rock on!!!!
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Congrats to you, IB - thats not an easy situation to be in, is it? But you should feel really good for yourself for showing that you do have the discipline it takes!!! I would imagine that you will make gizzy's day if you tell him that he helped you there - - - - stay strong!
Way to go on a month, I am so proud of you:) Don't u hate that deep breathing when a monster craving comes and feeling high without using. I'm happy u have stuck around here, it helps me so much to read this and how good your doing. stay strong and BEHAVE, lol.
Wow. How unfortunate. Maybe you should explore whether this "mate" is a person you want to be spending time with....
yes you are right i ended up doing a line last night because of that same person i feel gutted, am i back to square one otr can i continue from here as i was doing, i know it isnt a lot or any thing but was a foolosh moment
looks like ill have to stay away from certain people :(
Yes, being around certain people will cause you to act in different ways...Stay away from this person, he/she is bad news