So seven hours of sleep and I'm a new woman...Though I do feel about a hundred years old(: Did some damage at the mall as I had not started my Christmas shopping until today....felt pretty normal actually. Really looking forward to sleeping tonight(:
5 am and still wide awake. I am so weary. I did everything right and yet here I am. Praying for sleep. It's not because my brain is busy (it's pretty much checked out) and besides for some minor aches and pains my body is just really tired. I exercised, ate well, did errands, had a sauna, had a hot bath, went to bed at 11 and took my sleep medication. It's quiet, it's dark. I can't stand this backslide....Trying not to panic but I really need to get back to life and can't on no sleep. Sorry for the whining. So discouraged.
So sorry lulu your not whining,well you are but no sleep is the worst kind of torture.It makes hardened soldiers crack and give up information.
I know this will get better for you soon but I hope it goes quicker .You are very tough and very motivated to quit because this would just be a great excuse to go back.Sorry hope you sleepbetter real soon
hi lulu today is 22 days for me. Sleep comes on and off. I keep the same exact ritual every night. I take either 5HTP and a small glass of milk with a crushed calcium pill, go right to bed and sleep for 2 hours, I wake and get up if I cant go right back to sleep, walk a bit in my house, about a half hour later, I take a 3 mg melotonin, and another crushed calium pill in milk go right back to bed, and sleep another 2 hours, wake up and take a motrin and a half a melotonin and sleep about an hour. I guess we all have what works. Your not alone, Im up with you every night as well. We'll get thru this together. xo
Thanks Sandra...It's good to know that you are not alone-these nights it feels like I am the only one awake in the world. I slept three hours this morning and now of course I've got a terrible cold. Expected that. I'm going to force myself up because if I lay in bed all day it will be harder to sleep tonight. I have always had issues with sleep and not sleeping is what caused my body to turn on itself when I was 28. So I have fear around not sleeping which I know is most likely a big factor. I just want to be well-more than anything in the world. I have not had a Christmas when I was not in the hospital or curled in my bed in agony in five years. Much gratitude for everyone's support and kind words....Lu