terrified of w/d but have no choice

[bigoc1655]

help im a terrified of w/d from percocets i take 20 5mg tablets a day and im out of my prescription been wanting 2 stop 4 so long now my girlfriend really supports me in stopping but im looking 4 help what 2 do when tomm comes and i dont have any in my system any ideas on what 2 do to make it an easier transistion thx guys.

[bigoc1655]

hi everyone im back and i messed up was clean for 2 months then bang just like that im hooked on oxy's this time before was perk 10'325 found out in sep i have a beautiful baby on the way due date is may 20th i need all my old friends to help me get through this for the last time thx guys before u guys made me feel like i wasent alone and i am forever grateful.

[leeisgettingclean]

r u still around man???

[rafe44]

I came to realize that 1 is to many and a thousand in not enough. I was never able to taper off anything! Im an addict and if your one the only aswer is total non use.  God Bless all of you.

[leeisgettingclean]

hey man just checkin on you, i prayed for you last night and during the day. I hope you are doin good.

[fredsfortune]

take tylenol pm to help you get a good's night sleep.  i am facing coming off snorting 8 30mgs' of roxicet per day and NOT looking fwd to it.  worst part is this is the 2nd time i did it to myself.  just don't let guilt get you down, it is your enemy.  if you are a Christian then turn your eyes upon Jesus and just read all his wonderful promises of Him never leaving you and pray that He gives you the strength.  you can do it man and whatever you do don't go back!

[leeisgettingclean]

yeah man it gets better. I want you to see it as well. Man it is good. I know bein high is fun, but it dont last. Man like it or not life is long, you cant stay high forever. We gotta get past this. There really is a reason we all are here on this earth and i can promise you it aint to take pills. I mean you know as good as i do , for you 90 is nothing...you still gona end up w/d. You dont wanna go threw this every month, you dont wanna put the ones that love you threw this every month. Man i seen my mother w/d before i understood what addition was, i thought she was dyin the last 2.5 weeks of every month. What about when you have kids you want them to see that? Giving them to your girl (only if she is strong enough to not cave for you, and if not give em to someone else) is your best choise. Anyway about it man, stay around, I wanna know how your doin. keep us informed, and if you do relaspe just get back up. As a kid you fall several times before you learn to walk, but you  must not use that as an excuss. Remember you always have another relaspe in you, but do you have another recovery in you?