Hang in there you can do this too. Keep posting. You have been through so very much. It had to be hard for you and do you get some councelling for PTSS?
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Keep posting and sharing your story we all need each others support!!!
chris - your service to our country is a great thing, just like your input into this forum. thanx for all you have done there and here. we need ya bro. stay strong and much love...