Grannie still hanging on bless her heart. I spent the night with her and held her hand, read the bible to her. I was with my mom when she passed as well, and I am so glad I was. She was so sick and so scared, I figured if she brought me into this world then I would be with her when she left it, and I was. My grandmother has always been like a 2nd mother and best friend rolled into one. I did make it home this morning and fixed my group their promised breakfast! Whizzed back to the home and just came home for a few hours. I really need a shower, and I only slept about an hour last night so I am going to try to take a short nap before I go back. They promised they would call with any change. I just do not want her to suffer. Hope I did the right thing but I DID NOT let my sister know what was going on. I was terrified she would use that as an excuse to come home and not get help. I guess she can hate me later - I am trying so hard. Thank you all for your unending love and support and God bless.