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Needle Obsession ! Worries !
Hi i'm 27 years old male and i think i have some kind of OCD over many years,
my story goe's like 2 years ago i had a friend who helped me in dificluty when i had no place to live (coz of my ex girlfriend she kicked me out) so this guy told me that he had blood cancer but he beat that,one's i saw him a needle in his hand he was injecting himself he told me this is his medication that he still need it,i remember when one time he speak about poisons that he have some dangerous poison and when he was angry on his girlfriend he said to me that hes going to use this poisons to kill all of them )) i guess he was just under the emotions then second time he was visintg climbing academy he had some white powder cubes i ask him what is it he goes that this is a poison that his going to kill people but in funy way,at that time i start to worrie i was thinking that mayby he want to use this poisons agains me as well god damn,i had this in my had 24/7 and after 1 month one night i was in my room it was 3 am i watch the movie on my mac then i slept,then i saw a dream or vision or i don't know what but i saw him (my firend who was in the room next to my) coming to my room siting just in front of me taking my hand and injectin me ,it hurts as hell i felt the pain some kind of vibration all over my hand,i he speak some words like "you need this you need this" but i didnt woke up,i just continued to sleep,oh man ! this was it then i woke up that morning no signs no nathin on my skin no pain im feeling great,i also had my web cam wich was recording me i watch it after there was nathin but one i woke up and shut it around 6 7 am so now i dont remember if it was after or before i shut the computer,no mater now its been 2 years at the time i overcame this fears but it again came back to me for the moment i start to think what if it was some kind of special poison wich can stay in your body over a long time like years and start to damage your DNA slowly ,then you devlope a cancer its so ******* hard for me in this days please if someone can help me bout this if there any poison that can do that to you ,thanks for reading .
my story goe's like 2 years ago i had a friend who helped me in dificluty when i had no place to live (coz of my ex girlfriend she kicked me out) so this guy told me that he had blood cancer but he beat that,one's i saw him a needle in his hand he was injecting himself he told me this is his medication that he still need it,i remember when one time he speak about poisons that he have some dangerous poison and when he was angry on his girlfriend he said to me that hes going to use this poisons to kill all of them )) i guess he was just under the emotions then second time he was visintg climbing academy he had some white powder cubes i ask him what is it he goes that this is a poison that his going to kill people but in funy way,at that time i start to worrie i was thinking that mayby he want to use this poisons agains me as well god damn,i had this in my had 24/7 and after 1 month one night i was in my room it was 3 am i watch the movie on my mac then i slept,then i saw a dream or vision or i don't know what but i saw him (my firend who was in the room next to my) coming to my room siting just in front of me taking my hand and injectin me ,it hurts as hell i felt the pain some kind of vibration all over my hand,i he speak some words like "you need this you need this" but i didnt woke up,i just continued to sleep,oh man ! this was it then i woke up that morning no signs no nathin on my skin no pain im feeling great,i also had my web cam wich was recording me i watch it after there was nathin but one i woke up and shut it around 6 7 am so now i dont remember if it was after or before i shut the computer,no mater now its been 2 years at the time i overcame this fears but it again came back to me for the moment i start to think what if it was some kind of special poison wich can stay in your body over a long time like years and start to damage your DNA slowly ,then you devlope a cancer its so ******* hard for me in this days please if someone can help me bout this if there any poison that can do that to you ,thanks for reading .
Well first off you would wake up if a man was injecting you with a needle. Especially in the hand that hurts like hell. Second off I doubt some guy would have this type of poison. Third I doubt this type of poisons exists. And if you're truly serious about all of this call a hospital or poision control.
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