i need answer

[ihopeimmad]

this is my story. at 27-29 jan had unprotected sex many times with a girl(finishing inside her). 1-2 days later strange cough and tingling feeling in throat. few days later strange rash on the right thigh that lasted very few days. 2-3 weeks later flu like symptoms. at 6 april begins my nightmare. leukoplakia in tongue and inside of cheeks, enlarged lymph nodes (inguinal,axillar,part time behind the ears) muscle pains (all these have them today too) and many other that come and go (diarrheas, low fever, sweats,strange rash on penis). at 19 april protected sex with another girl but condom broked up and all my fluids were inside her. 1-2 days later she had the same strange cough and a few weekslater  flu like symptoms. test at 25 april ( 12weeks and 3 days after 29 jan hiv i and ii antibodies/ p24 antigen negativ) and at 15 may ( 15 weeks and 2 days) also negative. ok many of them will say it's absolutely negative( perhaps i would do the same) but  what it is? i have made many other tests including cancer and until now nothing to found. thanx and dont fear to take the test

[ihopeimmad]

leukoplakia is right. checked for albicans is negativ

[nursegirl6572]

Well, whatever you have going on, it is not HIV, your tests prove that, they are more than conclusive (3 months would have been sufficient).  Many symptoms could be attributed to anxiety.  Anxiety causes very real physical symptoms, as hard as it is to believe.  It also sounds like, from the wishy-washy usage of some medical terms that you are probably googling and self diagnosing yourself with various conditions?  If so, you need to stop.  Only a doctor can diagnose a medical illness, and googling will only increase your anxiety.

It's time to put this behind you.  These situations naturally cause anxiety.  Once you can finally accept your test results, that anxiety should start to subisde.  If it doesn't, then you probably need to address the anxiety with a professional.

Take this as a good lesson.  Condoms are a must for any insertive sex (vaginal or anal).  Sex lasts a moment, HIV lasts a lifetime.

This is an anxiety forum, so if you would like help with anxiety, we'd be glad to oblige, but we're not going to keep discussing HIV.  That would be counterproductive for you and only serve to feed the anxiety cycle.

Good luck!

[allmymarbles]

Do your mean "leukoplakia," or thrush? Leukoplakia is a pre-cancerous lesion which requires immediate treatment. Thrush is a yeast infection which is easily cleared up..