I would go back to the MD who prescribed the medication to you and tell him about your feelings. You may need an adjustment in your medication.
You could also tell him that you would like to talk to someone, maybe on a weekly or monthly basis and he should be able to give you some names of therapists in your area.
I also journal and draw freehand, I can't tell you how healing and liberating the writing and drawings are. It really gives me something to look forward to and I purchased an inexpensive notebook and art papers and now have a nice diary that I can look back on and see how I am progressing in some areas, and yes, even need more work to do on others.
Good luck to you
M
I was on an anti depressant once that made me aggressive and I was never like that before. I felt I wanted to harm people. Once off it I returned to my "normal" passive self.
I completely understand. Sometimes I am afraid of my anger. There have also been times when I didn't want to go to sleep because I knew I was going to have a violent dream. Do you experience violent nightmares too?