Continuous suicidal thoughts...

LAIBA151

I am going to be crazy please anyone help me. I am continuosly thinking about suicide and ending my life. I am too scared of dying but My head is exploading with suicidal methods.I am exausted of living my life. My tears are not stopping and my heart gets so painful day by day. I don't know what to do? There is only one thing in my mind that how can i die maybe because of cutting my wrist or my head exploads or have a brain tumour or gets coma??? I just want an escape from my life. Yesterday i drink nearly half bottle of cough syrup but nothing happens just weird headache. I am 100% sure that soon i will get in mental hospital...i am just 22 but my heart suddenly get so painful like heart attack. Where untreated depression leads to...just death. Anyone plz help i dont want to die....just want to enjoy life like others what will i do to get myself happy.

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Above, you said that you are "tired of living THIS life". What I think you are tired of is feeling the way you do.  That is the very first step in getting yourself some help.  You have to acknowledge that there is a problem and then you have to seek the help of a professional.  Not seeking a professional who knows how to get to the root of the depression is a giant mistake that only exasperates the problem.

I think a very lot of people know exactly what you're going through, and you will find a lot of support here at MH.  You will not find a cure....

I know you're tired.... I bet you're even a little bit scared.  It's understandable.  From some of the things you've posted above, I bet you feel as if there is no help for you.... you are wrong....

Please consult with a mental health care professional for a proper diagnosis.  Only then can a proper plan be formulated in order to deal with your disorder.

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nursegirl6572

No offense, sweetie...but what  battle?  I haven't seen you post ONE thing you have done lately to TRY to help yourself!!!  It's bad enough you would think that suicide is your only way out (oh my, imagine your poor Mom), but to decide that when you haven't REALLY given it your all?  That's not sensible.

You're not just going to wake up feeling better...you HAVE to get help and you have to work your butt off to get better.  I know you cannot say you've done that.

Tell your Mom right NOW that you think suicide is your only option.  You need help, and you need it now.  I pray you do the right thing for all involved.  I'm praying for your Mom, that she doesn't have to live her life wondering what she did wrong....wondering WHY she didn't see the signs?  Contemplating taking her OWN life because the pain is just too deep.  I'm praying hard for her right now.

Please update us......I really hope you decide to fight.  At least for your Mom's sake.

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RainLover71

No you haven't.Keep talking with us and things will get better.There is always a way to stay alive and be happy.Don't give up.Talk to us now.It's never to late.

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LAIBA151

I don't think i m gonna survive any more. Thanks to everyone for replying me,you all try your best but its my fault i m not worth it anymore. I lost this battle of my life. bye

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Jecca0809

Your life is soooo incredibly precious!!! I know it seems hard to understand or even believe that it WILL get easier, but it will!!!! Back in April I attempted suicide. I took 120 of my depakote, slit my wrists and then walked in the middle of traffic to get hit by a car. I wound up in ICU for 10 days on a ventilator feeding tube and other monitors. They said I almost died twice. Life hasn't been easy since then but I'm alive!!! Please listen to me when I say that suicide is not the answer! That day changed my life forever! Both physically and mentally! I haven't physically been stable since been really sick and wound up in a wheel chair having to relearn to walk! If you can't think of any other options other than how you may harm yourself you must do right by you and get yourself to the ER for help. They will help in so many ways. It may be scary at first but if it keeps you safe think about it! Don't wind up like me with scars up both your arms and a half broken heart...I'm only 26 and have had to deal with thus my entire life. This may have been my worst attempt but hopefully my last!! Please let the forum know how you make out! Prayers for you!!

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LAIBA151

sorry stupid mobile

MY first reply to nursegirl6572
and 2nd to armira

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LAIBA151

Sorry above for double reply.
Thanks armira for being supportive.
Don't say that u are in worse condition, actually nobody is.... Its all our depressive mind and nothing else.
Be positive about helping yourself. I don't want to live, i am too of life but i want to help me for my sick mind, u know like our body, our mind also sometimes become sick so if we get treatment for our body then why don't for our brain too...

So don't get sad, we also have equal right to be happy like normal person,i recently discovers this that i need to help me.
Pray 4 me that i get right one...
I really need friend like u, hugs and plz pray 4 me thanks :)

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