I have posted before. Recently I have lost my father and a friend from school. This happened within 4 months of each other (in fact the same day my friend died I found out my father had a terminal disease) I really do not know whom I can talk to. My mother didn't really care for my father that much (he was an alcoholic) and no one really knows about the person from school. It is strange because I haven't seen her in 3 years but I guess she meant a lot to me and it woudl feel akward telling anyone about this.