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Gosh, this sounds so terribly hard. I'm sorry! Can you live on your own? It would be better than this. I'd consider it. You aren't getting any support or care. And suicide is not the answer! There is always a way to work it out. Could you live elsewhere? First answer that and then we'll go from there