hi im 14 year old i will start from the start so you guys no alil about me i used to be depressed all the time, my gardes were at grade 6 standered but i am in year 9, i was cutting myself all the time, thinking of how to kill myself i nearly got away with it one time but my mom came in and cut the belt of my neck and i was rushed to hospital, i was there for 2 months, but when i got back to school all my teachers would not give me a brake they kept nagging me to tell them what i am going through and why[of corse i didnt] . a week or two later i started to cut my self again and a guy walked up behind me and said "theres no point doing that would you like to tell me why' i suddenly felt relaxed near him, we were talking alot and i found out he was my ex'bf worst enimy, he asked me out 2months later and i tort he would be a joke to get back at my ex but he wasent he taught me how to love and care again, to respect my body. then recently i have lost contact with him and have gone back to my old self cutting myself trying to kill myself, my grades flunked year 9. and out of the blue he called up and said sorry he could not get to ring earler, at that moment i knew he was not going to leave me, we were talking for three hours then we orginised him and his mom n bro to come to my house on thias sunday. i am needing help because i dont think i can make it to tis sunday. another person has helped me alotand i thank her for that but i need more support, my family does not help. my ex does not help i cant cope. i need help i have never asked this be4 i met a new preson on her she is lovley and has given me alot of support but i am afraid i need more to last 3 days.