nothings helping me!!! :'(

[tallgirl23]

I feel so much worst!!!! :'(

[Arashina]

Sweetheart tell your parents if your too scared go to your doctor and talk to him or a teacher and ask them to talk to your parents. This is really serious and they will understand but you HAVE to tell someone if you want to get better.
You need to see a doctor so he can tell u if u need medication the quicker people know sweety the better it is for you and your health.
Please go see a doctor or tell an adult close to you.

[Arashina]

Hey it's okay don't stress or worry if it's just been recent it won't get better quickly
Trust me when I say it's going to be so hard for a bit because it's new and the medication will kick in.
But to help yourself now cry and talk to someone and make sure someone hugs u a lot you will just feel safe not better but you will feel safe.
You will get better. I have depression and the first day was too much. Hold on and don't be scared you will get better

[nursegirl6572]

Honey, you JUST started doing things to help yourself (which is GREAT btw) like TWO days ago.  Treating depression and making progress takes TIME.  Hopefully you are realizing now how important it is to seek out professional help to address this.  Depression just doesn't go away overnight.  If it did, our forum wouldn't be full of people who still struggle.

You REALLY need to reach out to someone and ask for help.  You were saying you would like to reach out to your school counselor, when do you start school?  When you do, you need to make that your TOP priority.

It would be BEST if you could confide in your parents.  You don't have to tell them everything, and I KNOW they have reacted poorly in the past, but they're scared and don't know what to do.  They would greatly benefit from talking with the same therapist who you would be working with, he/she could help them learn how to be supportive and helpful without punishing you.  A therapist is bound by confidentiality laws, so you can tell them everything, and they wouldn't be allowed to tell anyone, not even your parents.

PLEASE consider talking to your parents.  Tell them calmly that you're still feeling very depressed, and you want help for it.  I think you will be amazed at their reaction.  You can even tell them that you've been scared to tell them because in the past, they have just gotten mad and punished you.  Please, do something.  Tell an adult how you're feeling.

Please let us know what happens.  We're all pulling for you, sweetheart.