suicidal

[BLONDIE41785]

i am 42 years old i take 4mg of konlonopin a day. i just found out that my boyfriend who has been living withme for the ppast 4 months is not even in love wioth me at all. though he tries to convince me he is he doesnt realize when he is not here i do found out the truth. his myv space page says hes single, interested in dating and a serious  relationship. i thought i was that serious relationship...but no he just needs a place to live right. and to be honest i want to swallow the rest of my pills and die

[mr.lucky66]

I know it's tough to fathom now but later you will be glad this happened so this looser is out of your life.

[NeverAgain624]

Please don't give one person this much control over your happiness.  All I can tell you is you need to talk this out with the individual.  If you guys are not meant to be together it is best for both to move on so you can find Mr. Right.  He is out there!!!!!  Again - do not give one person this much control over your life.  You deserve to  be and can be happy if you take the right steps!!!  I have been in your position over different issues and I am so glad I perservered as I am on my way to recovery!!  You can be too!!!  Please take a step back and realize what is important in your life.

You need to seek professional help right away if you are seriously considering harming yourself.  No one wants that.  Not even you!!!  Please seek immediate help.