when every thing falls apart

[at_the_cliffs_edge]

my father committed suicide 2 years ago. It has been hard for me. I have been very depressed for a while. it seems like every thing in my life is falling apart. my girlfriend hates me right now, im 2 months behind on rent, broke, and need to know if there is any where to find free anti depressant drugs because i can barely afford to feed my self. As time goes on the thought of what my father did is sounding more and more like the answer. can you help me?

[maggie571]

Please dont do any thing to harm yourself, you are worth more than you proubly no to many people. I will be thinking of you, & i want you to remember you are not alone. Have you seen your doctor? You are in my thoughts & prayers.