Hello and welcome to the forum. I'm sorry this is happening! In all honesty, I think you need to see a doctor now. Worth borrowing a little money to do so as you need a firm diagnosis and to receive treatment. There is a good chance you have a middle ear infection. With this, pastules or blisters can form on the ear drum. There can be bleeding and discharge. Dizziness is also a symptom. To receive antibiotics, you need to see a doctor. I hope that you'll consider this and get help soon. https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/ear-infections/symptoms-causes/syc-20351616 Let us know how it goes.