It's been 5 1/2 years since my Son died. I still cry. I don't want not to. I don't want not to grieve my Son. I don't want to not feel the sadness. I'm just saying.........
heartfluttersflyawayplz is correct when She says it gets a "little better with the loss of a Mom (parents) in time but She's not sure with a son". For me, the grief has not lessened in time but has grown with time. I don't want it another way. My life has much happiness, I give and receive great love in my life, etc., etc., but I embrace the sadness I feel at the death/loss of my Son. I don't want it any other way. It is still so fresh for You but in my case it's been longer and I take a sort of comfort in my sadness. I would feel so very, very much sad ER if I didn't STILL feel my sadness, my loss. My loss is GREAT and I don't fight my grief of that, I EMBRACE the grief, it COMFORTS me. I don't ever want to lose my sadness, my grief for my Son.
I'm sorry You are on this path. My heart is heavy for You.
my heart hurts for you , I have two sons and don't want to think about them not being her,
I know it has to be so hard everyday to get out of the bed and try to live a life without him, but you have to go on, and am sure he would want you to and be very sad knowing how your living.
but its only been 4 weeks, wow its so soon so yes your going have all thoses feelings. my mom has been gone 13 months and I still cant believe it, it never goes away but I can say it gets a little better with a mom, with a son not sure but my prayers are you start to feel better and try and live a somewhat good life . you need to be with family and friends, go out and try to do things . GOD BLESS YOU
Thanks... I just feel like I'm dragging around a bag full of rocks, so flipping heavy, I can barely move it. And I am so tired...
God is Love! His power and the very atmosphere of His presence is His divine Love. All of Heaven was created through His divine Love. Everything about God Almighty and the Lord Jesus Christ is one-hundred percent divine love! 1 John 4:16 states, "And we have known and believed the Love that God has for us. God is Love, and he who abides in Love abides in God, and God in him."
Love occupies the SAME space as Fear inside us.
When we fill our Hearts with Love for Ourselves, all our Family,( yes specially for PJ and he's around-never actually left- you did at times but always returned), even for Strangers and for People who don't Love us back, we allow NO room for Fear. Love is a wonderful thing, it is God Himself!
So Blu, let the tears flow, let grief express itself, but don't forget to let God in completely, as you already have the great Gift of Love.
You know this, very deeply inside of you. You will come back soon.
I'm just here to remind you as I know it too, very deeply in my own heart.
Love & Light
Niko
Aaawww, hell, Rosy, I go through these tidal waves of greif over the passing of my son a month ago. That is what you see in my original post. It's almost as if I have a split personality: one that can cope, and one that absolutely cannot. Sorry if I scared you, I just wanted to blow out some 'stuff', and thought this was a good place to do it.
What happened ❔ I'm confused. I want to help but don't understand...