Loosing my beloved ones

[Ana25]

When I lost my grandmother that I adore, two years later my little sister then another two years I lost my older sister and two more years my mother people expect that I react like, Ok now I most go on, I feel more alone than ever, why can people understand that my whole life has gone?

[mommyoffive0529]

I know how you feel...i lost four people in the past six years ...my boyfriend and my grandma died in 2005 and my dad and my mother-in-law in November....I am wrecked..I don't know how to feel..i have so much anxiety and worry...i have five beautiful children and a loving boyfriend and all i do is worry about them all day long to where i get myself sick...panic attacks and all....its been two months and i am sick as ever...docs say i am healthy but i feel soo sick...

[mammo]

Suffering many losses like this is horrendous and is difficult to accept.  Unless someone has endured it, they don't understand.  Just do what you need to do to keep yourself healthy and happy and don't worry about others.  Now's the time to think of your needs.  I endured multiple losses like this and I understand.  It may be a good idea to go for some therapy to help with this, it helped me. I'm sure you have not only a lot of pain, but anger and so many whys?  Your world has been turned upside down, and it's difficult to get through this time, but you will.  Just take it one day at a time, and know that it does get easier with time.  I don't know how, just that it does. Sometimes people can't wrap their mind around all of your losses, don't know what to say etc.  They may mean well in telling you to move on, for your sake.  This doesn't mean they don't care, it may just be too much for them to even comprehend, and are concerned for you.  Take care of yourself while moving forward.  I wish you all the best.