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Blackout worry
I'm a recovering alcoholic. Recently I had an awful experience. I drank a lot of wine at a party and after bar crawl. I remember most of the night but it's clear if wasn't completely in control. I made irrational decisions and ended up in a hotel room with a stranger. It was around 4am. I remember most of the rest (or so I think). We were naked and fooling around. Eventually fell asleep and had no sex (this is how I remember it) though I don't actually remember saying I was going to sleep. I woke up early and easily at 830am. Do you think I could've blacked out in that short amount of time? Would I have woken up so easily? I'm worried he may have somehow had sex with me. I'm worried that by this I would've caught hiv. Any thoughts please?
I also remember saying I didn't want to have sex around 4am and he complied. Then he asked again in the morning and I said no again. We engaged in frottage instead. I know you can't help me know if my anxiety is kicking in or if I truly blacked out within the span of 3hrs but any thoughts would help
No vaginal sex. I also didn't feel any pain when I woke up. The guy also had a large penis which seems irrelevant but I feel as though I would've felt it since I had such an early rise? Do you agree? Otherwise, we only engaged in frottage
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