Exposure possibility of Rubbing with Anal Bleeding

[Snrchtct]

I had a anal sex with someone i did not know before but we were protecting during intercourse. But before penetration there was also rubbing. And I was receiver one for the first time and after i felt discomfort we stopped it. My partner took off the condom and we continued to rubbing. He did not cum, i don’t remember about pre-cum but we continued this 5-6 mins. Then after i went to bathroom and realized i was bleeding.

But there was no blood sign on my partners penis or on the condom.

It has been three weeks already, exactly 12 days later after i had sexual contact, I had sore throat, hoarse voice and cough.

I get 4th generation rapid test in 15th day and it was negative. But I am getting more nervous as I am waiting for 28th day for 4th gen test.

I had no any other symptoms few days ago but I had a headache and totally fatigue for a day (it might be cuz of stress though) No fever, no rash, no pain.

And I am totally fine today (18th day), i just feel so exhausted and mentally break down!

What do you think about the possibility of exposing of the virus?

By the way my partner told me, he tested negative hiv. He checked it last july. But I cannot rely on this.

Thank you already.
S.R.

[GuitarRox]

Air inactivates the HIV virus. So, rubbing on your anus is NOT a risk at all. As in none and that includes if your anus is bleeding. The ONLY risks for HIV are to have unprotected vaginal or anal intercourse or to share IV needles to inject drugs. So, no risk or reason to worry.

[Snrchtct]

Thank you so much! I was not thinking about it at all but the doctors I asked, they said transmission is so low but in the same time, they made me freaked out with fear. Even when I went to rapid test, the doctor immediately started to say about “medication” in 72 hours after sex. After this, my anxiety rised and rised. I couldn’t stop thinking about it.

[GuitarRox]

I can't speak to motivation or lack of education of the doctor but any expert in HIV would tell you that you had no risk.

[Snrchtct]

Specially last days, i even started to have nightmares. I just read something just now on another platform from someone “50 years of nursing” written “ If the blood is yours down there is potential for transmission of the HIV virus. However if there was no transmission from his penis to your bleeding then the probability is very small.”. And i should wait for 10 days more to have most accurate result. It makes me nervous and more nervous. Your answer relaxed me but still as i hear or read these things, my mental health is going to be breakdown!

[GuitarRox]

This is my LAST response to you. My answer will not change. You are on a moderator guided forum for accuracy. You had no risk. Air inactivates the virus. If you continue to needlessly trigger your own mental health by googling, that is your prerogative, but none of here have time to keep reassuring you. NO RISK.  

[AnxiousNoMore]

1. The first step to peace is to stop googling hiv cold turkey. You have no medical training but you are subconsciously accidentally trying to be one - that can't ever work out.
2. The second step is to stop looking at your body for hiv clues - for the same reasons in 1.
3. It is time to read the advice here then move on, instead of ignoring the advice and repeating your "google doctor" claims. You asked what this forum thought, then told us that only you can know how hiv is transmitted, so it seems you are so worked up with fear that you are subconsciously only looking for someone to tell you that you had a risk.