Is it possible to have penetration without knowing?

[liveforchildren]

Hi staff,

10 days ago (22/3/23). I had a massage with a girl. Both of us were naked. She sat in front of me. I’m affraid that when I lie upwards (face up) and she kissed around my body and then her vagina touch my penis and then my penis dip in her vagina without knowing. I remember surely that I didn’t have any feeling of my penis dipping in her vagina.
So can I ask in reality is it possible to have penetration without knowing, without feeling? I was totally conscious at the time.

Sorry for my incompetent English

[GuitarRox]

I'm sorry to see you have not yet gotten any help for your anxiety and HIV phobia. A penis doesn't just enter vagina like that. And yes, you'd realize it. But you know what I"m doing? I just fed your ocd. Now it will feel good for a second when you read it. But later? You will begin to ruminate more on this random intrusive thought. You have to get some help with this. I will not be reassuring you again. Take care.

[liveforchildren]

Thanks for your reply.  I just worry that I had accidental penetration without knowing

[AnxiousNoMore]

There is no way she wanted you to penetrate, and she would have been very angry if it happened, perhaps even calling in a thug that people in her business might use to rough you up afterwards.
So you are worrying that accidental penetration occurred that neither of you noticed? That's a stretch of the imagination.