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HI EVERYBODY!PLEAS READ MY MESSAGE AND IF YOU HAVE SIMILAR OR THE SAME PROBLEM PLEASE WRITE TO ME....
Since 1 year I've livingAdvanced care directives with Hiv/Aids symptoms like-Headaches, nausea,fell very weak,all the time coated tongueTongue tie-white,blurredVision problems and distorted vision,stiff neckCervical spondylosis
Head and neck glands
Herpes zoster (shingles) on the neck and cheek
Irritated seborrheic kerotosis - neck
Lymph tissue in the head and neck.
Melanoma - neck
Neck lump
Neck pain
Neck pulse
Neck x-ray
Oral cancer,mentalMental retardation
Mental status tests problems-depression,problem with memoryMemory loss
Mental status tests and concentration,joints pains,muscles pains?But results of my hiv tests-negativ.I did also tests for CMV and EBV,whitch are positiv.My cd4 Limfocytes are Low,in March was-340,in JUN-410,usualy by blood test-Limfocytes are Lower-0.5-1.1maximum(1-4.8 is normal level).3 years ago I had risk,after that 8 weeks after risk,I had all symptoms-retrovirus illnes(Drying cough,night sweats,Swollen lymph glands in neck(under ears),weight loss,high temperatur,joints pain,muscles pain,felt very weak....Till now I've living with no explanaision,because of HIV antibodies negativ tests.What do you think whats happened to me?On internet are so many informations about Hiv/Aids cases without Hiv antibodies(of course very rare happened),It is posible that I could still be infected without antibodies and develop into AIDS?Im very scared because of my wife and small baby....I looking for any help..
Please answer my message If you can...God bless you...Desperate MATT
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You and I are very much identical. I have experienced most of the same symptoms. Twelve months after possible exposure (all tests negative), I continue to have these weird symptoms. I visit my physician and press her for possible explanations. My tests are negative, but the symptoms are very much similar to what I have read online, and that is the reason I continue to question the results.

My wife is the heart and the two little ones are my eyes. I am so disappointed. For more than a year panic, stress, and anxiety have consumed so much of my time. I have not been very active or interactive with the people that mean the most to me. My angels are growing up without me. Although I am preoccupied surfacing the net due to worrying about HIV, they continue to try and nudge me out of this deep trance by bringing me pictures and drawings and wanting to sit with me and elaborate on something funny in their day. The youngest one attempts to save part of his snack to offer daddy when he returns from work. However, most of the time, it is eaten before I come home. In this case, it is truly the thought that counts. Just precious.

I have visited this website for the past three months, and it has been tremendously helpful. The people who take the time to answer our questions are truly unsung heroes.

I have been on this spiritual quest, and I am still on this journey. However, I think it is time that we put this down and get on with our lives:

Two monks on a pilgrimage came to the ford of a river. There they saw a girl dressed in all her finery, obviously now knowing what to do since the river was high and she did not want to spoil her clothes. Without more ado, one of the monks took her on his back, carried her across and put her down on dry ground on the other side. Then the monks continued on their way.

However, the other monk, after an hour or so, started complaining, “Surely it is not right to touch a woman; it is against the commandments to have close contact with women. How could you go against the rules for monks?”

The monk who had carried the girl walked along silently, but finally he remarked, “I set her down by the river an hour ago, why are you still carrying her?”*
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YOU HAVE TESTS THAT PROVE THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE HIV.

my suggestion would be to seek the help of a mental health professional.

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