My first sexual encounter that I deeply regret

[5ateya]

I come from a conservative society and we do not have sex before marriage. One night I was very depressed so I went to a bar and had a lot of drinks. A prostitue came to me and I found myself going with her to her house. She give me an oral before puting the condom on. Then I had vaginal sex with her with a condom on during which I fingered her labia. I touched her labia with my tongue for no more that a second. Excuse me for all the details which I regret writing. Next day I woke up and I couldn't beleive what happened. I had diarrhea for the next 10 days, I couldn't eat, I lost my appetite, nausea, and mild fever. I am scared I have contracted HIV. Sometimes I feel tingling in my groins and I am out of order. Friends and family are confused why am I so quiet and depressed but I cannot share my fears with them.

[5ateya]

I test today 6 weeks with 2 quick tests
one is positive and the other is negative
Please help me understand
They told me that I am 90% positive
and asked for a western blot

[5ateya]

positive using Acon and negative using oraquick
It was more than 30 degrees in the room where I tested.

[5ateya]

I tested twice positive with the Acon and once neg with the other test
I guess moving on is not easy right now
Please bear me in this difficult time and tell me why I should move on

[5ateya]

It was fingerprick tests and the dr. told me that it was slightly pos

[5ateya]

Can someone get 2 pos tests and still be negative !?
I understand what u said about the risks but I got positive results it's very frustrating.
maybe the condom was not of a good quality
maybe I had a cut on my penis (Which I usualy did have at times before)
I don't know
and I am having swollen lymph nodes in my neck and groins

[panicked1]

The fact that you had one of the test come back negative is good so breath and relax a moment. Did they send your blood out for western blot? that is the usual procedures in the United States. When you get that test back it will be conclusive (if you test outside the window period). Please when you get your western blot test result post them. Your results are not common and will cause more anxiety for the people that follow this forum with similar non risk situations.

Good luck and God bless you