Yes it is trully terrible to feel such overwhelming anxiety in the first few weeks of this... I almost killed myself, not knowing I have a gun in my hand I almost pulled the trigger... I talked to some of my dear friends about my problems and they trully help me from this. They even let me talk with a guy who had the same experience as I was going through... It was a big help for me.. If you have hiv anxiety get checked asap to lessen your burden, and take a trip with your trusted friends everytime there is an opportunity it will trully help you. Although I still feel the after effects of this anxiety, I will still go through with it and proceed to value my life. Dont be scared! Ask your friends for help.
I appriciate your words....It is true that HIV anxiety can be debillitating. Being someone who has suffered from it in the past. I think that HIV fits the bill for ellusive disease to worry about. the trouble for many is identifying what is appropriate to worry about and what isn't. HIV still is a real threat. I think that is why it has been difficult for me to move on. I can totally see where you are coming from although I am not sure if your intent to help will be recieved well.
That wasn't the ARS cough ..Rest assured dear butt(er)fly ...:P...I was so busy doing nothing... that the idea of doing anything - which as you know,... always leads to something .. (the cough !!! this time around) ...cuts into the nothing and then forces me to have to drop everything.. hmm
Your post was brilliant & inspiring.... I hope many that are groping around here to find some light would find ya like a magic lamp ...awwwww ....(Like I did that .. :| )
Keep fluttering your magical wings ..always .....
What's the cough cough for?