I've not been 'right' for some time (about 13 years) I was on medication, namely Ritalin. I've had anxiety issues since I was a child and am now 51. Anyway about 13 years ago I was pretty fit, sleeping heartrate was 48bpm. I took a Ritalin tablet in the morning as usual and my heart began to race after a few minutes...I went to ED, and shall we say it wasn't the best experience of my life.
Since that time I have suffered PVC's PAC's and heartrate has been up...about 120-130 if I 'nip' upstairs in my house. Awareness of heartbeat and depressive episodes. Holter is normal, showing only sinus tach at times, and ectopics.
Winters are the worst time for me, as nothing is going on and I have too much time to dwell on my fears. I fear death, have done so since a child when I watched my father battle with angina which has left me with a very negative mentality towards it.
My blood pressure is normal-ish 120/80, sometimes less, bloods normal, cholesterol on the UK scale last christmas was 3.4 which is excellent...I've had a stress test which showed no changes of note and reached THR after 9 minutes or so, no ischaemia, no pain...bit out of breath which is to be expected after jogging
Heartrate drop after stress test went down quite quick from THR but was a bit stubborn to drop under 130 for a few minutes.
Anyway back to today...over the last few weeks have broken my foot, so have been off work, stuck at home and palps have been a bit nasty to me...too much time on the internet and lo and behold I find out that earlobe wrinkles are a marker for Heart disease...check my ears...eeek I've got wrinkles....mood plummets, savage palpitations and miserable christmas...I spend the shopping trips with the girlfriend looking at people's ears to see if I'm the only one...and lo and behold apart from some people who are so old they've had tea with Tutankhamun, I am.
So to cut a long story short (if that's possible) I have an awareness of my heartbeat (moreso when like a numbnut I worry about it) I have ectopic beats, and a bit of an (I feel) abnormal response to exercise, I dont smoke, drink very little as even a glass or two of wine will have my heart beating fast most of the night, slightly overweight but not hugely so, and could do with more exercise, but am sometimes less than motivated (UK weather doesn't help)
So the questions are.
1, Am I normal
2, Should I worry
3, Should I stop reading crap on the web and then getting paranoid about it
4, Is anyone else like me here...or am I the only nutter
It's a bit late but happy new year to you all.
Take care and best wishes.
Ray.