So I have been losing my mind for about 8 weeks now. I made a mistake and received unprotected oral sex and very brief protected intercourse with a sex worked (I had been drinking and I think already felt guilty so was basically useless). I think my main concern right now is that I carelessly may have used the same hand I used on her vagina to masturbate with prior to putting the condom on. From reading other posts I believe my risk is pretty small but I just can’t shake it. At almost a week I got what seems to be fordyce spots all over my penis. I freaked out and got an IGG test not understanding needing to wait. It came back positive for HSV 1 and negative for HSV-2. I freaked out some more, told my wife about the test, and went to see my doctor. My doctor reassured me nothing looked like herpes and that I had some form of exposure to hsv 1 in the past. Since then I have had a constant discomfort on my penis. Mostly an icy hot type feeling and some burning. This has led to Constant examination and what I fear to be further irritation leading to more anxiety but I can’t stop looking at it. Everything other than normal skin I begin to panic thinking it’s herpes. I have had what seems like loose skin just under the head of my penis that’s been seeming to be irritated but I’ve been reassured buy two different doctors online that these did not appear to be herpes either but more than likely enlarged glands. But I am at 8 weeks post exposure and still no obvious herpes blisters or lesions. I am just terrified I managed to get hsv 2 and I’m having some type of atypical or non-primary reaction, and that I will basically have told on myself with the first negative test. And am now scared to test again in fear of a false positive. I honestly think and hope it is all guilt and anxiety but I’m losing my mind over it. I absolutely learned my lesson but fear it will be too late