Hey Everyone - Glad to see that we have reconvened here somewhat. I will look at creating the user group next week - I am swamped and am traveling again.
Feeling decent. Some days better than others, and the good days are so good I could do a happy dance! The rest of the time, I just try to deal as best I can, like all of us here.
I think it's really important to stay connected. This is my priority - I want to keep communicating. Please don't stop posting here.
We need to see if the 'user group' is viable for us. Some folks may prefer to keep this forum open - not sure. Let me check it out and I can report back here.
Thinking of you all - hope eveyone had a good day,
Cathy
Hi Corie
I hope that you come back and post again otherwise these others have won and wrecked it for us!! I hope all is well with you
Kaylee yep I get that racey irregular heatbeat if I have any alcohol and its the same with any caffine And that includes Chocolate!! And Foggy brain well mine is really bad and I suppose it has improved in the year(nov 27th) But its not up to scratch at all and its scarey
Cathy I bet all this sorting out and upset has taken its toll on you. Hope you are ok and work not too wearing
Chris
Hey guys,
All this talk of wine and champagne, I haven't had a drop of alcohol since before this drama. I am worried about the way it will effect my nerves/heartrate/already foggy brain. Is this unreasonable? Does alcohol effect you any differently to before?
Cathy: thanks for your efforts in trying to create or re-create our group that was much more positive and supportive in the past. I hope you are able to set parameters that will make this possible, since I am hesitant in posting again without them. I did just want to post one more time here, however, to thank you.
Carmen: our thoughts are with you on the 29th, your "hellniversary". I hope you drink some champagne to celebrate how far you have come from that day!
Corie
Hi,
I am fairly inconsisten on here, as the two little kids are demanding. So it is only when I have insomnia that I think of checking in.
Wow, a new site? Cathy...let me know how that goes. I still owe you a call, and have been trying ever since...thinking of you! talk soon
The eye stuff...yes, yes, yes...I have dry eyes often too, when I wake up...but not everyday. And I don't even have any good advise from my optometrist husband...(other than no visine, just lubricating tears).
My symptoms are still coming and going. One day I will be pretty good, and then one day, or a half a day I will have pain/numb/muscle tightening/muscle exhaustion and it strikes in my hands/arms, legs/feet. I have been off of the excersize right now, I will go back to very light stuff. I am feeling better since my relapse though.
We had a very huge vacation planned for our 5th year anniversary, planning over a year, and I cancelled it b/c I can't be sure I will feel as good as I need to, to spend that kind of money...you need to feel your best. I feel good about the decision, but wow...this set back has become a very big part of my life.
In two days it will be one year. Oct 29, 2009.
My new motto: focus on what I can do, not on what I can no longer do
my best regards to all
Hi Everyone,
For those of you who may not know - some off the posts of the last few days have been removed. These comments were in response to a few posts that seemed (to me, in my opinion) negative, abusive, and destructive. SImply: I responded in kind (as did a few other folks and everything was removed)
I am working on starting a 'user group' for this forum - a place where we can set different parameters and focus on healng and supporting. I have not had time this weekend - but will look into this ASAP - the moderator Lira has been very helpful with this.
I needed to take a break for a few days, but am back and trying to give an explanation for the moderator's intervention - am still dealing with symptoms and passed the 10 months mark. All in all, slowly but surely, still moving forward. Still the biggest challenge and learning of my life - and working hard to move forward and be happy. As I am sure you all know: it takes a certain amount of commitement to stay focused and work at seeing the positive and (although slow) the progress we are all making.
Keep climbing...love and light to you...
Cathy