kiddin my self

[keirajane]

so there i was waiting for the path lady to take my blood to see if i had miscarriaged or not, i hoped not, until i went to the toilet and saw blood im still choose not to believe that i have lost my baby it doesnt seem real even though im bleeding heavy, i still think to myself there is still a chance my baby could be alive, i guess i just need to face the facts that its gone, it just hurts so much and i feel i have no one to talk to, i just want to cry but im tryin to stay strong. What happens next i dunno

[hope2seebaby]

I am so sorry.  I feel your pain. I had a m/c earlier this month and it was the hardest thing  I've ever had to go through.  I hope that everything turns out ok. I hate for you to have to go through what I did. If you need to talk feel free to look me up.  M/C is so hard to go through and even if you have an extremely supportive family some times you may want to talk to some else who knows.  There are wonderful women who will help you get through very stressful time. I do have one question does the doctor have a ultrasound machine. Maybe you can have them give you an ultrasound if you have lost your baby it may help to see with your eyes even if everything is ok. I know that I had a hard time believing that my baby was gone until I saw it with my own eyes. It didn't help that I only spotted off and on and there was no heavy bleeding. But after seeing 2 ultrasounds and being able to compare I felt real and I was able to grieve.  Again I'm really sorry you are going through this. Write me even if it's just to vent. I totally understand.

[keirajane]

hey i'm still waiting for the blood test to come back confirming i am preg its been 4 days and still not back, i mean i know i was def preg i had they symtoms, they reckon it will take a week to get the results from todays blood to see if i miscarriaged or not, you read soo many stories of ppl miscarriaging but you never think it will happen to you..
but i def think i am i'm bleeding really heaving and having period pains, it hurts

[ArmyPrincess819]

I'm sorry for your loss. I have had many m/cs and it's just so sad and painful. Did they confirm for you that indeed your numbers went down. Please don't tell me that they are making you wait for the results. I'm sorry if you have to. I don't want to misguide your feelings but it's common to bleed early on in pg. I wouldn't throw the towel in completely until you know what your bloodwork says but I wouldn't be 100% sure nothing is wrong either. It's really a rollercoaster right now. I went through this in sep for 2 wks first I lost the baby then I didn't then I did then I didn't and these are the best dr's in boston. I'm sorry really just try to take care of yourself stay hydrated and well rested. This is a whonderful forum where most of us on here have been right in your shoes some of us like me have been there more than once. I wish the best for you. Take care and if you need anything I'm always here! Good luck to you and let me know what happens!

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[waiting21]

I'm sorry.  I know it is such a sad feeling.  It is okay to cry.  You need to grieve so you can be strong and move on for the next time.  And, you are not alone, all the women on here are very suportive, and a lot have been through this too.