My heart goes out to all of you Lisa. I am glad she has her family around her. I wish I had the words in me, to express how I feel. It will be a sad loss for all of us here at medhelp, and an even bigger loss for Cory, and her family and friends. I hope she is no longer in pain.
God Bless you all
love
butterflytc
I pray that you all find comfort in knowing when it is Jan's time she will finally be in peace and pain free..Jan will be missed very much.
Love, Terry
I have been putting off posting this as it is very hard for me to find any words that seem appropriate. First, I thank you Jan and from a once very scared little 15 yr. old girl, she thanks you. Your words of encouragement for her and your hope for her shone through some of her darkest nights. You believed all along she would be OK and she is to date. Your up front "soap box" style was always an attention getter and truly insightful. I view you as a very intelligent woman with the mind to help those on this forum coupled with the heart of gold to heal the forum mindset. If one was accepted by you and you were on their side, you would be first to their defense, defending the defenseless. You would be there to share, to care, to console, maybe something seaming as simple as wishing them a Happy Birthday (which always made my day as well as Ashley's day). If one was not accepted by you and you were not on their side....whoa! Of course anyone sincere and serious about this forum and the situations all are going through, they were immediately accepted by you. It was the jokers and fools that had another thing coming...A moment with Jan in the timeout corner. If it is in fact your time to lay down your sword and shield, please know like all the previous posts, Ashley and I will miss you. Miss you spunk, fire, loving personality, and extreme knowledge and wisdom. I will continue to pray that what god feels is right and just is his bidding and not for me to question. We love you Jan.
God Bless,
Bob and Ashley
So many things are left to say, but I don't know how to say them. I feel the need to say more than I have said, and somehow come up with something witty or profound...but my mind isn't working that way. My mind is already missing my friend, and wishing like everything it didn't have to be this way for her, or for any one else. It just seems like it's been a never-ending thing since last January when Rose Marie passed away. With each one, a hole is left in the forum. While I am happy they don't have to suffer any longer, I am also selfish, and want them back here. Difference is, I want them back here in good health with smiles on their faces.
I regret not getting to see Jan this week, but know her last moments should be spent with those who love her surrounding her and holding her hand. Cory doesn't need to be saddled with having to play host. So for now, all I can do is offer my virtual hand to hold, and my prayers for a gentle passing.
Thank you, Lisa for updating like you do. I know it can't be easy to find time to post. But bless you for making the time. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your sisters too.
Love,
Gail
Like so many others, I find myself at a loss for words, and that is not something that happens very often. There is so much I would like to say, but my emotions are in such turmoil that I cannot think straight. I am sad beyond words, I'm confused, I'm mad as hell, and everything is just twisting and turning together, leaving me in a fuzzy haze.
Honey, as hard as it may be to face, your work here is done, and it is now time for you to rest. You have touched so many of us in so many ways that you will never be far away from any of us. Those of us that have been fighting this battle with you, will continue to fight on, knowing that is what you would want us to do. As for myself, it renews my hope knowing that you will be watching over me as my own journey continues. I wish I had been able to tell you this in person, but am so very happy that your loved ones are there with you. My prayers are with you. Go in peace my dear friend.
I love you Jan.
Chris
Hey guys,
Jan is now on oxygen. She was up all night talking, well talking as well as she could. She's still wide awake, well sort of. They have upped her meds to 24 mg per hour with a 12 mg every 6 minutes if needed. The nurses have been really great. Jan refuses to relax and just let go. She is in severe pain and I wish she would once in her life just let God take over and stop being such a control freak!
I'm so frustrated. Cory is taking a nap now and and Katie and Kelley are still here and I think Kelley doesn't have an off switch. The girl never stops talking. God help me.
Love Lisa