In some ways I agree with Lisa and Maurita and others I don't. I agree that feeling the way you do and letting everyone around you know is fine but, I don't think that all of it should be hidden from Ty.....he needs to see that you are angry but that you are not giving up. Kids understand a lot more than we give them credit for and if you don't express how you feel how is he going to know that his anger and hate towards this disease is okay....Ty knows what is going on around him, just like most kids do.
I am going through a horrible time with my mother right now, and although I don't have my own kids, I have two god children that I am with all the time...they are 6 and 4..they see me cry, they hear that I am angry....but it is explained on a level that they understand and they too now tell me that they are angry that there Bubba (that is what they call my mother) is sick and going through what she is going through. Life isn't always grand, and kids need to see that too.
Thinking about you...and if you weren't angry you wouldn't be normal.
Love,
Pam
U hav been an inspiration 2us all. May God grant u da strength 2face dis battle head on. U r in my thoughts &prayers. Lotts of love
U hav been an inspiration 2us all. May God grant u da strength 2face dis battle head on. U r in my thoughts &prayers. Lotts of love
Oh Becky, this just isn't fair. I agree with Lisa, its not healthy to pretend to those around you (except maybe Ty), that alls good, when you just feel like ****. A person can only take so much, and you've had more than your share and some. All I can say is just take anything they offer to ease your pain and suffering. May somehow, somewhere you find some relief from this constant torment, gentle ((((hugs)))) love Maurita.
Becky,
As always my thoughts are with you. I check your blog regularly and my heart went to out to you when I read your last post. Just hold on to the good memories like Disney. I hope the oncologist has some ideas.
Bron
Becky,
I don't know you and have just read this. So sorry to hear about the pain and grief you are going through. You and your son are in my thoughts and prayers.