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282804 tn?1236833591

Update--Not Looking Good

I went for my onc appt last Tues and it was not good news. Back in Oct I had a CT scan and it showed there were 13 tumors in my liver and a few in the pelvic area. I was kind of shocked because up until that point (2 yrs) there had been no evidence of disease since my original surgery,  just a rise in my CA 125.   I have been on chemo constantly since I was dx in Sept 2006.  My CA would get down to 8.5 or 22, but it always popped back up again.  I had hoped to just go on like that with microscopic cells, but it didn't work out that way. He put me on a Doxil/Carbo cocktail which works well for some, but not for me.  I had another CT at the end of January and the chemo did not work at all. None of them are gone, none of them have shrunk, and on top of that there are a few more in my liver and in my pelvic area.

My onc put in a request with Aetna, my insurance company, to try and get approval for Avastin. I heard that Gemzar and Avastin were put on the list of acceptable ovarian cancer drugs with Medicaid and I think the insurance companies generally follow what Medicaid does, don't they?

I know some of you have been on it, but I don't remember what all you had to say about it so I would appreciate hearing your experiences with Avastin again.

I don't know if there is any plan past the Avastin. He says we are looking at a month to month situation here. I am really weak, sick and tired all of the time.  My liver started hurting a couple of days ago. I have been running a fever & we don't know what from, but he called in an antibiotic just in case.

I am going to have my records looked at by MD Anderson and I think John's Hopkins too. I have family up there so that would be convenient.

I hope this is making sense. I have been putting off writing this, because my brain just isn't working well these days and I just keep erasing everything I write.  

Well, I don't know what else to say. I hope the ins co approves the Avastin. I really hope it is my miracle drug because it has come to that. I really need a miracle.

I will let you know what happens. Thank you all for you support. It really has kept me going this last couple of years.

Jan
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187666 tn?1331173345
I think it's . . .  unethical, cruel, inhumane? . . .  that the insurance companies pick and choose which drugs they'll pay for, especially when it comes to life saving medications. How do they sleep at night?

It's OK to ramble, sprinkle your thoughts here and there. We'll figure it out. Mostly it's good to hear from you.

Love and hugs to you,  Irene
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Hey Jan,
I'm praying for your miracle.  I agree with Irene.  I'm glad to see you here but wish you had better news.  Love you!
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Dear Jan,

This is Howard, Cindy809's husband.   Ellen is Cindy's middle name.  I am sorry for your latest news but encouraged by your attitude.  She's on Cytoxan IV and a very low dose Avastin.  Out of pocket about $450.00.  Half the dose the other 4 patients he treated.  A normal dose cost $10,00.00.  We are currently working with our doctor's office, insurance co.  We've been denied 3 times.  The latest news came from the NY Times January 27.  We brought this news to the office and they are going to start working on our case again.  Avastin takes about 3 doses to start working from what we have been told.  You can mix Avastin with other chemo drugs.  The only problem is that when things start to work, which one is working?  Cindy is not willing to take the chance to be on only Avastin.  The low dose was measured by the inside of her body.  He doctor has had 4 patients (Cindy the 5th).  They only did low dose Avastin and one of the ladies is in a 6 month remission.  He informed us that oncologists are using Avastin for just about everything.  I wonder if your doctor would consider a lower dose until things get straightened out with your insurance company?  I don't know what step Cindy will be taking.  We think the cytoxin has stopped working but her doctor will keep her on Avastin as we continue our search for a chemo that works.  I will tell her about you and the ladies.  She always asks about you and all her ovca sisters.  She hopes for the best and prayers pour from her to all of you.  Best Regards, Howard
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Jan, I am so sorry to hear that the chemo didn't work for you, and the CT results, that's so disappointing.  I just wanted to clarify one thing, I know that Medicare approved the use of Avastin and Gemzar for OVCA, not sure about Medicaid.
When I was at chemo here in NJ, this morning, there was a lady who told me she had spoken to someone with multiple cancer tumors in her liver. She had a new experimental treatment done just once, that put chemo ONLY into her liver, and then filtered it out by filtering the blood that went through her liver. The chemo did not circuate through her body, and the woman didn't have the results yet, if it worked or not..
She didn't have any more info,and didn't know where the woman got the treatment, but she was at RWJ oncology center, in New Brunswick, NJ. It might be something for you to look into. I wish you good luck and good health! .... Jane
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356929 tn?1246389756
Jan,
    I, too, am glad to hear from you and sorry the news wasn't better. Miracles do happen.. and praying that one is coming your way..

Love,
Sandy
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408448 tn?1286883821
Jan,  I am so sorry that this chemo was not the one that would reverse this.  I do hope they approve the avastin.  It just is so wrong that it is available to some and not others.  I do pray for your miracle.  I want one for you as much as I want one for myself.        Love, Marie
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329994 tn?1301663248
Jan, It is ok to post and ramble. We will be able to figure it out I am sure and it is just so good to hear from you as I have been thinking of you so much. I am sorry to hear this news and the insurance companies. Well, they suck! There really isn't another word for that. I hope that you will be able to get the Avastin and it will prove to be a good thing for you. I wish I could give you a big hug. Colleen
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114870 tn?1210298346
Sorry to hear about the ct results.  Just wanted to let you know that my Mom also has Aetna insurance and avastin is approved by aetna.  My Mom has been on it for her 2nd recurrence after topotecan was not helping and its been about 4-5 months and we call it our miracle drug.  It is so very tollerable.  Seems like many women have nothing but good to say about it so I hope the same for you.
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Avatar universal
I just want you to know I think of you all the time and I am so sorry to hear of your present situation.  This stuff really stinks.  Hang in there, Jan.  Please know I carry you in my heart.
Peace.
dian
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378425 tn?1305628294
I am so sorry to hear of the CT results, I am praying for your miracle, and also praying that  you get an answer soon on Avastin, you are in my thoughts. Love, Dawnlyn
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483733 tn?1326798446
Jan, thank you for letting us know what's up.  I am so angry that you are having to fight so hard.  I will pray with all my heart for a miracle for you.  Love, Trudie
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167426 tn?1254086235
At my age I am not usually thought of as a "cussing" woman,  but double dam this OVCA,  with such a large group of wonderful women fighting it, it seems to me that we need a whole lot of miracles here and now. It is hard for me at times to accept the way things turn out, but Jan I want you to keep fighting  and I want you to win.  Check out that vaccine Jan, I have been reading more and more about it, some reports make it appear to be a good choice.
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196469 tn?1365387975
You DESERVE a miracle and I am praying the stupid Insurance companies get a clue........
You are missed and always in our thoughts!
Rest and get stronger so you can kick this aweful disease into remission!!!!!

Heidi
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135691 tn?1271097123
Jan...not sure what to say that hasn't been said already. I'm sorry that you haven't been able to have a break from all this stuff...sometimes a break is all we need to re-charge and feel a little bit better. It sounds like you are way over due for one...
I hope you can get the Avastin approved...although it didn't do much for me the second time, it really did amazing the first time I used it. My tumors haven't grown or spread since then...
I'm sorry Jan...I wish I could offer up something more inspirational but at moments like this all I really want to do is walk outside and scream at the top of my lungs.
We love you Jan...
Becky xx
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146692 tn?1314331773
I am so sorry you are going thru a hard time, it is bad enough fighting cancer, without having to battle with insurance and medicaid. Keep your fight girl. I know it is hard right now, and am hoping you will be able to reach deep down inside of you, and find the strength. Will be thinking of you, and hoping some good news comes your way.
Love
butterflytc
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415684 tn?1257329318
Dear Jan .. As with the others, I am sorry to hear things are not going well.  I will continue to pray for you and your miracle.  Just keep praying and believing, and it will happen.  You will get the Avastin and the break you so rightly deserve.  God Bless You, Jan.

Judy C
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349465 tn?1289081764
I said it all on the phone the other day.  I am so sorry you are feeling so bad AND having to fight the insurance company to boot.  Let me know if I can do anything for you.
Teresa
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671959 tn?1234379339
I'm so sorry.... This is such a hard fight and I wish you all the best.

I don't know if this will help but I have been on Avastin through a clinical trial for 7 months so I can tell you a little about the effects.  I also had taxol/cisplatin for 4 of those 7 months so it's hard to pinpoint exactly what is what.  I do know that the Avastin gave me high blood pressure, which is a common side effect and manageable.  It also gives me headaches a couple of times a week which can be pretty severe, but usually a lot of ibuprofen helps.  I've recently gotten some serious joint pain, which may be delayed from the taxol or may be the Avastin.  But my energy level is good and continues to improve and there's no nausea, hair loss, mouth sores, etc from the Avastin.  There are a few very serious side effects that occur in around 2 to 4 percent of ovca patients taking Avastin (perforated bowel, blood clots, stroke) but I figured that's 96 to 98 percent who don't get those, but everyone has to weigh the risks/benefits.  They were very careful to warn me about those, though.

Whether or not it's been effective is hard to say at this point.  After surgery and chemo my CA 125 was down to normal and there was no visible disease.  I'm due for a CT scan tomorrow so we'll see if anything's changed after three months on just Avastin.  My doctor did say he thinks this may be a revolutionary drug for ovca although he emphasized they really won't know until the clinical trials are done.

I'm sorry I can't help with the insurance question but I have been told that there are 1000s of women on various trials, many of which are coming to an end, so hopefully there will be some movement soon.  

Best of luck and good wishes.
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725998 tn?1258048708
Part of what I do for a living is deal with the insurance companies on behalf of my company's employees.  It's very hard sometimes to get things approved without an advocate.

If you have coverage through you or someone else's employer, the best way to go is to ask the employer for help.  They have clout since they sign the contract.

If not, is there a health advocate in your community?  They may be able to help you. Upi can probably find out if you Google your community's name and health advocate.  A lot of towns have volunteers that do this.

I'm so sorry you have to go through this and I agree with everyone else.  It's hard enough to fight the disease without having to fight the insurance company as well.

You are in my prayers.
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653618 tn?1260603643
Oh honey, I'm so sorry the CT scan did not show the results we all wanted for you.  You did mention that you are thinking of going to Mayo or MD Anderson.  Just to let you know, I am considering doing a trial at MDA involving VEGF Trap.  This looks to be the same as Avastin only from a French pharmaceudical company.  The trial is at http://clinicaltrials.gov/ct2/show/NCT00436501  I hope THEY don't bleep this but I'll send you a message also with the link.  

You are a strong person and can get through this!  I'm praying for YOU and may God wrap his loving arms around you and give you comfort and peace.

Teresa/doicat
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178345 tn?1242536246
I dont really know what to say...I am sickened that you along with all the other women on here are enduring all of this...I am disgusted with the health care system...we pay and pay and they give us stress on top of stress already...wtf...sorry!!! I am angry that you are going through this...I havent been on much because I feel so helpless and so useless...Jan, you are in my thoughts and prayers...and if there is anything I can ever do for you...just let me know.....I will continue to pray for a miracle....please stay strong and dont lose your fighting spirit and your fiestiness....you are a true warrior and defintely a hero to me...Love, Gia :)
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564735 tn?1263943526
Hi,
I am sorry to hear about your ct scan. I am on avastin along with other drugs. My ovca had mets to the liver ...I only had 2 small tumors. Avastin has worked great for me. I have had 10 chemo treatments. I have had very little side effects ( except being tired) from my drugs. I didn't get headaches, high blood pressure or any other side effects.  I do need to mention that because my ovca is acting more like colon cancer my chemo combination is usually used for colon cancer patients. My doctor at MD Anderson is who put me on this chemo program and my local oncologist has followed the program. I loved MD Anderson.  I REALLY hope your Insurance company agrees to pay for Avastin. I have federal blue cross/blue shield and they agreed to pay for mine.  If insurance companies would realize Avastin is cheaper in the long run than a longer battle with the cancer maybe they would agree to it.
If you have any questions feel free to ask. My cea and ca-125 are well with the normal limits and I have my next CT scan this Wednesday...so will know more then. However, at my last ct scan in December my tumors had shrunk quite a bit. My local Onc was thrilled with my progress...actually he did not expect such good results.  Julie
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429647 tn?1249753429
I too am so disgusted with insurance company's and the games they play.  I am sorry that you have had to deal with that.  I am hoping that your meds will be approved very soon and I am praying for you and your loved ones and the Dr.'s and nurses who will help you, that it will be a miracle and you will be feeling better soon.  I don't think you rambled or sounded confused.  I think you sounded like a sister talking to her sisters:)
Kerry
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523728 tn?1264621521
Just wanting to add my name and support to this list.  I am at a loss for words though, trying to type through tears.  
Sharon
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