dont know where to put this...kinda scared...

[Inny2009]

Im schedualing an appointment tommrow to be seen by my gyno. The pain i was having today in my abdomin and lower back was so horrible i almost passed out. Im so weak now that it is hard for me to do my job let alone dress and undress myself. Im walking around look 5 months preggo (know i def am 100 percent not preggo unless by immaculate conception since it is too painful to have sex). Im worried. I called my gyno this morning and told her i cant handle this anymore that im dizzy and weak from pain, she said i need to make an appointment asap and that she thinks something else is going on other than the hemmoraging cysts that i was diagnosed with back in dec/jan.She didnt seem to pleased. With all of my symptoms and my severe cancer history on both sides, ovarian and breast in dads side and stomach, bone, rectal and brain cancer in my moms side. Im not gonna work myself up until i see the doctor but i cant help but worrying. thanks.  

[Inny2009]

thank you so much! I cant be seen until wednesday..so i have to wait it out till then! Thank you for your prayers I really appreciate it!

[henning]

I have been thinnking of you all day today I was wondering how you made out at the drs. your in my thoughts and prayers.
Penny

[Inny2009]

thanks for the support you guys. I called to set up an appointment hoping they would be able to squeeze me in either today or tommrow and they cant so i have to wait till wednesday, lucky me. I know im not going to just get better the day i go there but the longer i wait the more uncomfortable i seem to be getting. KCD your right, my symptoms are getting worse. The pain is now a constant throbbing running from my lower back and pelvis down to my legs and i get constant pressure and dull ache between my legs in my vaginal area. I can no longer walk normal...i feel like im carrying my son again when he went down further into my pelvis...you know like ...lightening they call it? Cept i know im not preggo..once again. People were staring at me today. I wanted to crawl in a hole. Im 22 but i am constantly mistaken for a 15 year old ( i look young, not my fault) Im wheeling my sons stroller who is only a year and i have a shirt on that says super mom super wife super tired. I look preggo and im waddling and using my sons stroller as a walker of sorts to help me walk. So here i am looking like a 15 year old pregnant girl with a 1 year old baby and waddling away...plus for some reason (im guessing this is due to my horomones getting screwed up) im full of acne and bloated. I wanted to go up to them and say stop staring im really sick not pregnant and im not 15...but i didnt i just smiled and nodded and went on my way...meh...i really hope my gyno can help me. I really hope its not cancer but at the same time i hope she has an answer for me. thanks again for the support!

[kcd86]

Your symptoms from the last post apparently have got alot worse, Since you were told to just re-schedule for an appointment I would recommend that you go to the emergency room just too make sure via blood work and maybe a transvaginal songram that nothing has ruptured and you are not bleeding it's better to be on the safe side. Let us know how you are doing!!
Take care Kevin

[Gina3754]

You are doing the right thing by seeing the doctor today.  I hope and pray that everything comes out well for you.  Worrying is no fun.  I go in for my surgery on Monday (4 days) so that I can find out what is going on with me and try to put all of this behind me.  Take care.  Gina