Thank you and I'm really sorry to hear about that yeah it was 3 years ago on October 18th and still I cry like it's yesterday... it feels good knowing I'm not alone in my feelings I really needed to here that ♡ Hope you're doing okay to !
I know how you feel. My little brother committed suicide when he was 18 which was 3.5 years ago. My sister had three boys at the time and they adored him. It's so hard that I got to see how great of an uncle he is, yet my little girl will never get to experience that :( it's really hard and some days I just feel like crying all day as well, but I just think about how he is watching over us and about all the great stories I have about him that I get to share with my daughter. All you can do is share your memories and keep his spirit alive
so so sorry dear...try to be strong for ur baby and im sure ur brother will be happy for u if he were to b alive now..wen u hold ur baby in ur arms im sure u will frgt al d pain u r feeling now...