I agree with the above comments.
Are u pregnant? If your pregnant then that would make some since.My husband and i are having our second child and theres times he just really knows how to calm me down.I love my husband,he's amazing but there is a balance that has to be kept in our home because we serve God.If i love my husband over anyone or i put him first above all things,if i put him before God,then theres a problem because God wants,commands,and has to first.Thats the only way our marraige works out the way it does.So i see what Mama Chicken is saying because if i place my husband on a pedistool to where my life,my joy,my everything revolves around him then he becomes an idol that i've placed between me and God.And dnt get me wrong im not shunning u for having those feelings for your baby daddy,its healthy and in our nature to feel that way.It becomes unhealthy when u emotionally,or mentally worship the ground he treads on.
Hmmm, I dont know about normal but I know its Not Healthy. Your idolizing him, which can be dangerous.