Feeling Lonely

[Kayy19]

So me & my boyfriend got in a bit of a fight 3 weeks ago n I'm finnaly getting over it & I forgive him for what hes done( no not really) n I wanted to see him cause I really did miss him. So I ask was he home n told him that I was going to come over. But now I'm not cause he going out of town 2mma (just for a day) to coach his team. It's like 4 other coaches on that team he not even a real coach forreal. It just seem as though he dnt have no time for me only his friends. All I want is to have a day where it's just me & him I want to go out on a DATE in feel special n actually feel wanted !  Ughhhh I hate his *** !
By the way I'm 26 weeks with a bby boy :) (Ftm)

[rebeccaann11]

maybe talk to him about counseling?? so you guys will be able to work through your problems more thoroughly.

[Kayy19]

I know I told him if he want us to be a family than he better not do it again. I feel bad for even having my bby in that situation I planned on not seeing him till around the end of July close to my due date. But I really missed him a lot. I just feel like a bad mother

[rebeccaann11]

You guys can't be fighting like that around a baby.

[Kayy19]

One day while I was over his house Iu wanted him to gob with me to library so I can get a book n some papers cause I lost my library card n was going to use his, but he didn't want to n we were fussing so I told him I was going to go home cause he was being selfish so he started pushing me up the steps n I told him stop but he didn't so I kicked my foot back n I guess it hit him n his privates , n he slapped me n the face. My nose was bleeding n I had a black eye. We talked about the situation n I believe it was an honest mistake he said it was his reflexes. I know that still dosent give him a right to do what he did. But I just wanted to see him to talk in person about the situation n I missed him  

[ericatoday]

Can I ask what he did?

[rebeccaann11]

Maybe he is still upset over the fight and needs time