I used to party all the time now that I got pregnant I never go out my bf works all the time n when he isn't working he's massaging me n taking care of me so today he said his Co workers invited him to have a beer I told him to go he didn't want to cuz he didn't want me to be mad but I know he needs a break n I'm so boring now I hate it I don't have a life I am excited to be a mom n have my baby but I miss my old life I miss being pretty n the attention i used to get n just having a good time I know when my baby is here I'll be happy but right now that I'm just sitting here on a friday night it's hard to be excited n not feel lonely n bored