If it was meant to be, it would have been. My question is, "does he know how you still feel?" I think it is important for you to contact him and let him know. If he still feels the same, he will reconsider his decision. If he doesn't, you move on, without any "what ifs"
If he was the one, then why did you break up with him??? If he loved you just as much, he probably would've waited for you to get your education. Let's see.....a woman trying to "better" herself, what man wouldn't admire and respect that AND love you more for it?
G8, I think you just need to recognize you made a mistake, and move on. That was a mistake to break up with a man you felt all along was "the one".
I think a lot of women have someone in their past that they're baffled they broke up with - in retrospect, he was a great guy.
I agree with SS. Try to distract yourself by exercise or some large project.
physical activity would be distracting for you and help your self esteem.